i told him.

sooo lastnight i finally told Keanan about the "situation" i feel sooo much better knowing that he knows now. ( :

"Just fine fine fine fine fine fine whooooo!"

-Mary J. Blidge

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four.twenty. (National Smoke Weed Day) 4/20.

As i sit in class and hear my peers elaborate on their spring breaks and how high/drunk they were; they continue to elaborate on how "great" the significance of today is to them. I sit back and watch thinking to myself do they actually know what today is: -Hitler's Birthday -Remembering of The Columbine shooting. -Virginia Tech memorial. -Landstown bomb/shooting attempt. Ever thought about it ?. it's not just a day to smoke weed with friends and get high.

"ima bout to blaze one for the haze one."

-Mike Epps

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just a thought

if i wouldn't have acted upon my prey, would i still be unhappily waiting?.

"cause if you dont want her, im about to get'uh get'uh.....Oooooh!"

-Micah Money

[$$$]

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today

-"well as you listen to this track you're prolly bout to blog about it maybe say it wack." - B.O.B -well this is my outfit for the day; cute & simple like always. i got bored waiting for my mommy to get back sooo i took pictures. Anywho, back to my day. it started out very slow i should say; i did my usual cleaning up, showering, and cleaning up etc. im super excited for Oak Grove Lake today with the bf. that place is amazinggg; he took me there one day and we had lots of fun i must say. ( ; On top of that i talked to Tre today ! I havn't actually had good convo with him in a while. We stick to our same o'L same o'L "hi" "bye" stuff lately. ( i think it's cause i have a boyfriend) we always had stuff to talk about when i was single. I have to admit our conversation today was dope. he's still the same Tre; always making me laugh. -i hate waiting for people man; my Mother is taking forever to get back. im done for now.

"Bling Bling, i know!... and did you know I'm the creator of the term I just straighten the perm."

- Lil Wayne

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what we do.

sooo after dinner we got a little spontaneous and snapped some kodaks.

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-THE END;

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me ?

sometimes i wish i was different. not weird different; but cool different i guess? idk, to me my life seems super boring. some say "Oh, Ena you have a great life...wish i were in your place." &nd i say "Nah, you don't." i mean i don't have a cool story to share with everyone; well i sorta do but its not all that great i don't think maybe i think to little of myself? constantly putting myself down, I'm not sure. never been the cocky type of female. never thought super highly of myself; but the people i love seem to constantly put me on a high pedal stool. like Keanan for instance; i just asked him if he though i thought "little" of myself. his immediate response was "WHAT!?" like he's appalled by what i asked. he said he personally doesn't think i do, but i sometimes seem like i do. I love him a lot, its really crazy how a person can make you feel. When i ask him about my flaws; he disregards them and gladly elaborates on all the things he loves about me. I'm not exactly sure why i sometimes feel the way i do at times; i don't put myself down i just doubt myself a lot at times why? I'm not exactly sure why i do to be honest. but then again when i think about it some of those people who are cocky and think too highly of themselves aren't happy with themselves deep down inside; so they rely on the falseness of making them something they aren't. life is a crazy game we all have to play at times; some play the game set on easy; some play with it like fire; dangerously; not giving a damn. (that made no sense) smh, why'd i type it? sounded right at the time i assume. blogging is great could do it forever. it sorda kinda helps me clear my mind; isn't that what its for? i believe so. sometimes i hate my blog; lmao crazy right? cause it isnt all jazzy & kewl like everyone elses sometimes i wish i had one of those blogs where i blog about media,fashion, and celebrities. BUT then again when i think about that shit im like...."Why the fuck would i want to constantly talk about other mofo's lives." smh, idk?..someone may read this and be like "why the fuck she blog bout this boring shit?!" i could care less to tell the truth; .....with that said. "Fuck you'r life."

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